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"Final Assessment !"

Doubt comes in at the window when inquiry is denied at the door.“- Benjamin Jowett

       It’s here; it flew as fast as a dove… Now let’s tally up the score to see. In the beginning of the year we were introduced to a class called Inquiry, the syllabus was straightforward, simple and right to the point; “This INQ section challenges students to immerse themselves in the college experience: juggle multiple tasks, be problem solvers, ask questions, take risks, grapple with difficulty, be creative, learn from failure, take ownership over their own learning, and apply abstract concepts to their actual everyday lives.” Now as I said before let’s tally up the points, maximum amount of points you can get? A hundred of course!

First one: Juggling multiple tasks, well let’s see in the Jurassic era, (by that I mean the beginning of the year) we talked about how much hours we should spend per class and we got a barrage of assignments handed out to us to cope with. Blogs, readings, videos to watch, even going around the campus to complete certain coursework, it wasn’t really a surprise to me as it was to a lot of people..So how’d I do? Well the first thing to say was that I had no idea what a blog was and I never expected myself doing blogs, but once we got our theme assignments for our blogs, I sat and thought about how I wanted to word what I wanted to say. That wasn’t quite enough for me just to do an assignment, I felt like I had to outdo myself and make myself standout from the other classmates in the class.  Now as I look back, it was absolutely worth trying out different ways to approach the blogs as for example making analogies, interesting titles, etc. Next up in the juggling multiple tasks was to watch videos; I’ve got to be honest, I struggled watching the videos in the beginning, since I was focused in the other tasks that I had to do from other classes and the responsibilities I had for this same class but as time moved on I started to figure out time to watch the average 20 minute videos. The best part of it was that the videos weren’t the typical drool-on-your-face videos, they were humorous and engaging. Lastly for juggling tasks were the campus safari, which to me were the most difficult out of all the errands we had to do for this class since I had a tight schedule with academics and athletics. The exhaustion of the dynamic duo only encouraged my laziness (Yes I’m going to call it laziness because at the end of the day through all the excuses it’s still laziness) to find the balance to afford getting everything done. Overall, in the juggling tasks category I’d give myself seven out ten.

Second: Be problem solvers. The class throughout the year definitely presented me various problems that I had to go out of my comfort zone to find a way to resolve. A chief point of this to me would be the midterm video project, for any other project I would have normally used anything and I do mean ANYTHING besides iMovie since I didn’t dare to put my face or voice in front of a class in high school. The point was that I wasn’t in high school anymore and I knew in the summer that going to college was going to extend and alter my comfort zone. Why not start now? I went on to use iMovie… Yippie! Oh wait… how the HECK do you use iMovie? I had no idea on how to use such a program neither did I know someone that was quote on quote an expert. As Jimmy Neutron (cartoon character in nickelodeon) once quoted “ think…think… THINK… EUREKA!” I did the same thing. The answer was simple and in plain sight but yet a lot of people ignore it and lose a enormous opportunity. The answer: The Internet, so easy to use and yet so commonly unused for knowledge on productive programs. I found tutorials, information, tricks and even more than I ever expected. Problem solving score? Eight out of ten.

Numero Tres! Asking questions! This one I totally used it for my complete advantage on the class. For almost everything we did in the class I had some kind of question. I know that sounds kind of unnecessary and bothersome but I wanted not only to be sure of what I was doing, but to also know the extend of how far I can go trying to outdo myself without overdoing it, if that makes any sense at all. Points? Ten of ten.

Fantastic number four! Take risks.. In my opinion this might have been the most important and personal one to me. All of my life I have been the student in the classroom who was too shy to express himself even though they had good points and unordinary ideas/comments. As I stated before I knew college was going to modify my personality including my fear of being embarrassed in front of the class, this class was the perfect place to start especially on my freshman year and first semester. I started right from the start taking risks just to comfort myself in the act of doing so; I began to make comments, started being more social, expressed ideas, and even stayed after class to talk to the professor. A few years ago… Actually scratch that, all of my life except till the start of the semester. In my belief, this one is tied back-to-back with the fifth element of Inquiry class, which is to grapple with difficulty. Out of all the categories in INQ this one to myself deserves a perfect ten.

“A ship is safe in harbor, but that’s not what ships are for.” –William Shedd

Six! My favorite number is to be creative.  Well first how do we define creativity? With a little help from a quote from Frank Barron! “ The creative person is both more primitive and more cultivated, more destructive, a lot madder and a lot more saner, than the average person” one of my own personal goals is to be original and out of the ordinary as I always disliked the fact that the vast majority of people only follow the same path that other people choose and most of them are awfully unoriginal. In this class particularly, the concept of creativity is tied in with almost every activity, therefore I got to say that the most of the examples that I gave before should determine how creative I have been throughout the semester but in the end I would give myself seven out of ten for creativity because I know I could have done better.

Lucky number seven is to learn from failure. What exactly was my failure this semester? I would have to say one of my failures was my midterm project though I got a solid B on it. The reason I say it was a failure is because in my view it didn’t stand out at all compared to other classmates in the class, but though it was a failure to me the lesson was learned on what to do and what not to do. I analyzed the project that other people had and what they didn’t have, and from that on I applied it to the next big assignment that was the final video project. Comparing the two assignments let’s you see the difference of the amount of detail and technological adjustments made in order to make the video stick out of the group. A ten of ten.

               To take ownership of your own learning is to have integrity and discipline, that’s number 8 on the list. Inquiry class this semester became a wake up call to many students including myself when it came down to finally realize that there’s no hand holding anymore and that the path is not always pointed out to us, we had to make our own and even motivate ourselves to keep going (which of course was a lesson in the class.) A certain memory about this class stirs when I think about this concept of being the owner of my academics and it was when it was when we were first set out to find out how much time we spent in each class to study their respective subjects, it turned out to be pretty straightforward with me as if I was taking a test to portray how much I know of the subject. I figured I’d be one of the students that spends an average amount of time in academics but to my surprise it showed how much free time was being wasted that could have been productive, since then I’ve manipulated almost every minute that was wasted. Points? ten out of ten.

“The willingness to accept responsibility for one's own life is the source from which self-respect springs.”  ~Joan Didion

Roman numeral IX is applying abstract concepts to their actually everyday use. Well for our class what have we learned? Well there’s time management, which now I use to balance my swimming, education, and personal life. Check.  There’s professionalism, I believe when it has come down to events, parties, and even swim meets I’ve tried to show up with appropriate clothing, I’ve resolved problems in an easy and understandable way with others, and lastly I’ve become adaptable to changes without repelling myself. All in all, the practice of using concepts learned in real life situation has improved my lifestyle. From this one I would give myself an eight.

So from nine categories which a total of ninety points I’ve come up with a summation of eighty points which is a B- right now…. But in the beginning I said there was an overall amount of hundred points, so where are the last ten points?

Well in my opinion I think the last ten points should come from you Professor Guarino by grading me how far I’ve come in this class and how well I’ve done in it. Thank you for this whole semester! You’ve taught me many things and personally I’ve think you’ve taught me how to be a college student.

"My Future Isn't Written In Stone!"

“Shoot for the moon.  Even if you miss, you'll land among the stars.”  ~Les Brown


For my next semester in college I’ll shake things up by trying out different ways to approach problem solving situations, and instead of expecting things out of my semester I’ll be more flexible to prevent personal problems intervene with my academics and other aspects of my life. In my own personal life my goals are simple yet difficult, I will try to accept the way life has written itself around me and move on, simply to let life keep writing more. In the social category of my life, my goals for next semester is to be able to manage time to find space in my life for those special people who are always there for me as I have been too busy to be there for them. With the first semester gone I knew I was going to struggle a bit as I had to juggle a lot of new and different experiences while trying to remain myself with my friends, now that it’s over I’m a bit more experienced with how time works in college life. Lastly, in academics I will most definitely stop my personal and social life from intervening with my education, I’ll learn to separate them so I can have balance between them. My other goal concerning academics is to achieve getting two As in my honors college classes to start the Honors College on a good note. Those are my goals concerning next semester.

"The Pros And The Cons!"

“Of course there is no formula for success except, perhaps, an unconditional acceptance of life and what it brings.”
                                               - Arthur Rubinstein

This semester was a flash, there’s no other way to describe it but when I reflect back to what happen between “Then and Now,” times slows down to show me that there was more to this semester than I ever expected. There was turns and twists, and nothing came to according to plan but I managed to came through. I would say that my success this semester is that as I said before.. I MADE IT! Yea I know it’s only the first semester but personally to me and to my family it is something special to know that one of us actually is trying to make it out there, I’ve been wanting to make a name for myself in my family and break boundaries while also trying not to fall on the stereotypes of Hispanics in this country. The biggest success that I had to stand myself against stereotypes was that I made in the Honors College, one of the things that I doubted at first if I should be in.

“Behind every successful man there's a lot of unsuccessful years.”
                                              - Bob Brown

My failures this semester was to expect everything to go they way I wanted it, not expecting any twists or unexpected events that could affect me. From October on my semester grades went down a bit as I took a barrage of hits of unforeseen things.

"Escaping The Rat Race!"

The real world… That might one of the scariest yet most exciting thought that can pass through any college student ‘s head. Just thinking of leaving the nest of where you were raised, fed, and most likely taken care of for a good chunk of your life is tough for the majority percent of the population but what of the other percent? I am part of that petite percentage that is ready to flap their wings and fly far, far away from home and start a new life somewhere else, the thought process of knowing that in a few years I will be out there constructing my life the way that I wanted it to be since I was a kid. I will be enjoying my profession while making side profits in investments (Got to play big, to win big right?) I know most of the things that I want from life will never be achieved but that’s why I’m using my strength of being flexible and adaptable to virtually any situation to get by the rough times ahead. Tight budgets, recessions, and even bad luck are inevitable but all of them can be reduced to a minimum and I’ll achieve that with a positive outlook in life and leading my life, not as quoted in “Rich Dad, Poor Dad” getting caught in a “rat race” with no escape and losing control of life. My ideal life is having my own house with adopted children and a profession in which I can enjoy for the rest of my life.

"Leading Through My Fears."

Did you know that as a kid I would wake up in the middle of the night screaming at the top of my lungs? Not to mention that I ran to my parent’s room because of my nightmares? I was the type of kid that was terrified of the darkness, closets, clowns, dolls, etc. Most of probably came from all of the scary movies that I watched as a little kid and my interest in them though the nightmares made me sweat, of course my dad got frustrated after a while and told me the typical; “You have to face your fears” but I didn’t have the guts to face them. Now I’m in college and it was just recently October, the month of horror, I happened to have gone to the “Trail Of Terror” with a couple of friends and just one look at the place made my blood turn ice cold as I got a flashback of all the dreams that I had as a kid and blocked out for years. So you see the thing that was kind of ironic was that all of us were a bunch of babies. Go figure right?  Well just staying in line was an experience with 40 year old guys soaked in blood with chainsaws giving you chills but as we were about to enter the trail of terror we were told that we needed someone in the front. The choice was a landslide, I was voted to go first and surprisingly I took it without hesitating. Clowns, dolls, and insane people (literally) you name it, every single nightmare. I just walked in and went right through… no hesitation. It might not be a big leadership experience but it was pretty big for me.

“Can I Get A Flashlight So I Can Out Of This Tunnel?”

Almost everyone has that certain someone that they want to help but no matter how hard you try, it just seems that they don’t want to help themselves. As of right now I have someone like that in my life and I believe that person can do much better then anyone else expects, the catch is…. They don’t seem to have a gram of faith in themselves no matter how many times they prove to me, everyone and even themselves that they are able to do whatever they please with just a little pint of self confidence. But it’s all “Jokes And Laughs” isn’t it? It’s the time to have the time of your life, that’s what teenagers are expected to do at their age. Well you know what?  They’re right. It is the time to have the time of their life but we also have to be responsible for ourselves, why waste life by cutting it short and having an insecure future? I should probably let you guys know that I took AP Psychology in high school and I know that’s probably not nearly enough to help people like that but I’ve had experiences like this in high school and I was close with my AP teacher as she taught me of how much people can have with confidence and a clear view of life. Now the toughest things about situations like these is that sometimes the person becomes contradicting and that’s the frustrating part, especially when they listen and agree with you but still end up making old mistakes. Do these people actually have a chance to change their ways? In my own personal opinion, I pull all the cards out on the table and ask them if it’s worth caring about them… It just turns out that they want me to care for them and that’s just enough for me to not give up no matter how dark the tunnel is right now, I’ll find the exit sooner or later.